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He's not high enough to find the honking after the cough hilarious but he's getting there, his eyes amused as he watches Gamzee fight for air. Slightly worried too.]
You dyin' or gonna make it?
[With Gamzee's attention on needed air, Beat plucks the hose from him to take another hit, letting it leak out his nose as he decides to get rid of the spit covered shirt.
It takes a bit of wiggling to get it out from underneath Gamzee's weight but eventually he gets it off and tosses it to the side with a "Gross".]
Still wid me?
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[Slamming his still-closed fist into his chest, Gamzee was able to cough up the drool he had swallowed while still keeping it mostly in his mouth. A bit more escaped his lips and had started running down his chin, but a swipe from his tongue and the back of his hand took care of it before it got any farther.]
[Still unable to form words, Gamzee just gives Beat a feeble thumbs-up.]
[When he's back to normal, his droopy eyes wander slowly down Beat's bare torso, nodding in approval of his decision to lose the shirt. Settling back down directly atop Beat's groin, Gamzee's eyes made their way back up to his face, a thin smile played across his wet lips.]
Sorry, bro... too much of a motherfuckin' party in a gangsta's meal tunnel, you feelin' me? Uh--
[With hardly a change in expression except for maybe a slight frown, Gamzee's gaze flicked to the new scars that littered Beat's abdomen. Taking a quizzical hit off of the hookah, he hunched over, placing his hands on Beat's stomach and lifting his head to look him in the eyes.]
...You got... fuckin' eated, bro...?
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Dropping one hand to Gamzee's knee, he keeps the other wrapped around the hose to take a hit again, blowing little lines of smoke out forcefully into the air to watch the patterns.]
No yeah bro I gotchya. It's aight, it's cool.
[Letting Gamzee have the hose back, Beat tucks his arms under his head briefly, eyes closed as he relaxes there like he's home after a long day of work. The cotton in his head is finally there and it takes a moment for Gamzee's words to reach him in meaning.]
Huh...? Oh. Yeah. Got ate alive. Don' wreck...a mend it.
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[Instead, he slapped the hose off of Beat's chest, yawning widely and stretching out across the boy beneath him. Skin against skin was always the nicest feeling, and since Gamzee hardly ever wore much clothing while he was home, that was the kind of contact they had now. Their stomachs rose and fell together with their breathing, and Gamzee curled his limbs in against Beat to soak up all the warmth that he could from him. Being scrawny left him perpetually cold, especially since he refused to clothe himself and also since the temperature outside had been dropping.]
Stupid fucker... get yourself... fuckin' eated...
[His thoughts were swimming, and the drugs were making it hard to string a sentence together. It was all he could do to rest his head on Beat's chest and rub his palms over the skin there.]
Don't do that...
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[Whatever Beat was going to say is lost as Gamzee slaps the hose away. Hey asshole he wasn't done with that. Though he forgets it a moment later as Gamzee stretches out against him, the comforting sensation causing his eyes to close and a large yawn to force it's way from his lips.
Fumbling around for a blanket or something, Beat eventually nabs a pillow and lays it delicately on Gamzee's back to try and keep him warmer. Another pillow a little further down and so on until Gamzee's covered in as many of them as Beat can reach. He's so focused the first sentence goes in one ear and out the other.]
Don' do what?
[Shifting his hands underneath the pillows, he spreads his hands along Gamzee's back, soaking up the feeling of them together.]
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[His hair was all over the place, sprawled out across Beat's chest and arms, spilling over both of their shoulders, sticks and twigs jutting out of his scalp in every direction and sometimes intertwined with his dreads. The giant passion flowers behind each of his ears swayed slowly on their own, turning towards Beat's warmth and pressing their stamen and petals down against his skin.]
[Gamzee pressed his cold, bare feet against Beat's calves, burrowing his toes underneath those legs in an attempt to tangle together and warm himself up even more.]
Oh... get eated... don't.
...Where's your sis...?
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[Rubbing his hands along Gamzee's back and upsetting his careful line of pillows, he makes himself comfortable with a lazy smile to the ticklish touch of petals along his skin, hehe'ing softly when they especially tickle.
He doesn't even notice the chill of Gamzee's feet against him, just the insistent press and he shifts his legs to make room for them. Gamzee's face also gets an impulsive kiss against the corner of his mouth.]
Kay... I won' get eated. ... An' I dunno.
[The pang of hurt isn't there thanks to the soothing haze but the question does make him try to focus.] She uh... gone yo. Poof.
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[Gamzee always keeps a plethora of pillows and blankets around the hookah pit. When he's not in his bed, this is where he spends most of his time, and he's always chilly. As Beat knocks the mountain of pillows off of his back, he reaches for one of the quilts strewn about the floor, closing his bony fingers around an edge of it before dragging it over both of them haphazardly. Shifting around on top of Beat, he was able to pull it a bit more in order to completely cover them both.]
[Curling back up on top of Beat's chest and taking a long, slow hit off the hookah, he sighed the smoke out tiredly, nuzzling against Beat's throat a bit.]
It's chill, 'cause, like... miracles happen every... fucking day, motherfucker. You all know on that shit? Every fuckin' day...
[Nodding sagely. He was so high.]
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Which his hand gropes for as he feels the puff of smoke against him when Gamzee nuzzles into him, his hand taking the nymphs to bring it up so he can have a hit. God yeah that's nice.
Breathing out the smoke with a hum, Beat nods with Gamzee.]
Fuckin' hear that. 'Cause like... heeeeeeeeeeeeeey you know? [In his head that was a marvelous speech about the fucking breakdown and knowledge of miracles, the word, and all things god like.
Curling his arm around Gamzee, he cracks two eyes open to smile lazily at the ceiling and sigh happily.]
Bro...
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Fuck yeah, bro... Fuck yeah... Fuckin'... exactly that righteous noise...
[Oh, man. They were so on the same wavelength right now. This had had to be some sort of mind link bullshit right here. It was just like... dude. Dude. Right??]
...Huh?
[He lifted his head dumbly, sliding his eyes up to look at Beat quizzically.]
'Sup, yo...?
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[Gamzee's querying noise makes Beat look the short distance down to him, blue eyes hazy and out of focus from the weed.]
Nuttin'? Suuuuuuuuup widchu?
[His thoughts are floating together and mingling and it's hard to figure out his head from his toes. And excuse the brief panic when he thinks maybe his head IS his toes and all this time he's been walking on his head god damn no wonder he's dumb.
Oh wait.]
Oh. Bro, you know yer fuckin' like... you know... [A squint as he tries to find the word] yer my fuckin'... most impotent bro...
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Uhhh...
[Impotent? Impotent!?]
Whoa... Whoaaa...
[He frowned, looking more confused than ever.]
You don't like fuckin' me...?
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[Beats as confused as Gamzee, how can telling someone they're important mean he doesn't like fucking them.]
Bro yer impotent to me. [That is the word right?]
I'm poor tent? Im..portant! Yeah!
[His face lights up like a kid on christmas when he gets the right word!]
Bro yer my most important bro!
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Oh.
[There was a moment of silence before Gamzee's face settled into a soft, distant smile. He was high and fuzzy on the inside before Beat told him that, but being told he was important... Not just important, but the most important person to someone...]
[He doesn't think anyone has ever said that to him before. He's always said it, always been the one to tell people how he felt about them, but never had anyone come forward and say it to him first.]
[He's important to someone.]
.....
[He didn't have anything to say to that. Not that he didn't want to tell Beat that he was important to him, too, but because he was so taken aback by that, compounded with the haze of the drugs, that he just set his head back down on Beat's chest and continued to smile into his skin.]
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It feels nice to admit someone is important to him. The most important. And it's not just about sex. It's everything.
Warm, comfortable and high, Beat eventually begins to drift, waking up from time to time to mumble something to Gamzee that makes no sense. Eventually he rolls onto his side to curl Gamzee in against him, nuzzling his face into one flower and heeeh'ing when it tickles him.]
I love you too Pretty Petals. [Leave him alone he's high and half asleep.]
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[He was so far off in space that the words that normally would have had him panic-stricken and feeling like his entire bile sack had turned to lead were nothing more than a simple, honest response to a simple, honest statement. Gamzee's fingers curled and uncurled against the blanket before his body and mind were so wound down that he dozed off and began to snore loudly.]